let's make dreams

 也許  

從一開始

上天就分配好了

該是我的就是我的

不該是我的就不會給太多

多得的都是恩賜



很相信很相信一個人

再怎樣好好對待

每一個人，永遠仍然是獨自一個

人，永遠都是孤獨的

不要想著有人願意給你靠

或是嘗試為了你做改變

這些都是非常有限的

太過於依賴一個人給予妳的歡愉

將會導致自己本身的毀滅

妳將會拿不回屬於自己的東西

比方說，沒有牽掛的自由、打從心底純粹的快樂.....




更有趣的是

當妳以為這一切都成熟了

這一切都已經是理所當然了

總是會有事情來提醒妳

就是

"妳仍舊是孤單的"

what you think and what you do

they're all just reflections of your subconscious 

subconscious have to be turned into an actual thought

and thought could eventually turn into real actions.

sounds appealing. but what if they never fulfill ?

you disappointed? upset? or you feel nothing?

you won't feel a thing cause it never really happened in your mind. you never thought about it.

what a shame, and we all know that.

i have nothing to say.

i just wanna sleep.