Lord I am not is perfect. No one can judge me but except you! Lord change me! take me,mould me ,use me and walk beside me.Lord alot of things i had tried to control myself.U know what is the best for me! Thank you for the love!Alot of things i don't know how to handle. teach me Lord! Things that i have done wrong correct me.Lord your mercy and faith have really melted me.Lord no matter what people will say about me,i will still continue to follow you.Only you know what my heart is thinking. I will give you praise and glory! not my will but your will! your strength not my strength. your promise will come to past. Lord i want is more of you! i love you more than anything.Let me grow stronger in you and let me be more obedience.

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                  In my heart, how i wish all those problem will not come. but it is part of my life. A training to strengthen me! Many times i felt so lonely and tired. I always wanted to help people but actually i am not helping them at all.My purpose of joining band is not to perform but my  real motive is to learn  that  instrument and  then teach my junior, pass down all that i have learnd. After the SYF i  felt that i really had let my  whole section down! i have let my junior and all my sec 4 clarinetist down. I never wanted to put in effort! until that day someone  who is my junior keep asking me not to play wrong note,and can u remember all the notes anot? At that moment,i know i was wrong. there is nth i can do for them anymore.I had already done my best to prevent the bad things to happen.SORRY! NCWO! SORRY!

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This is what i felt after the training session for fusion arts:

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                     ♪♫IMiSsMYBrO♬♩

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HELLO! everyone! sorry that i did not post for so long! this few weeks , really happen alot of things! For those who didn't know, my brother had left for further studies in tasmania! I am  really very sad! everyone is like telling me "steph dun be sad ! i will be with you! and your bro is coming back in nov! time  passes very fast!" but the main problem is I can't stop myself from crying! when i recall that my bro won't be coming back this few months and he had to live alone there ,my tears started to roll down! first day and second day is like so terrible for me! i just cannot concentrate on studies!but thank GOD that i was quite alright after that! my happy mood is coming back! haha! but actually now i still miss my bro! whenever i heard his voice or read the email that he repli

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hello! everyone! alot of people keep calling me to blog! just finish reading joanna's blog! walau! the password so l.........o.................n.....................g! haiz! i really very sad for her but wat can i do? i know i can only  pray! i wish to comfort her but i dun noe wat happen between her and him! i just wan to tell u  I LOVE U! 4Chocolates rock! the whole class will be with u! stay strong! if u need a radio,just call me ok! but u must provide me with the lyrics! haha!haiz! i am really stress! i feel like crying but i just dun noe how to start!today some of them ran out without any permission then the teacher want me to tell him who is the one who went out!he say he won't complain to anyone ,is just that if anyone ask he could explain! bingcheng saw that i told the teacher ,he is like quite angry! but after the teacher left , i took the log book back and i saw he

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hmm.. i rearrange my blog format.. haha..today during service, i was super tired..i want to sleep.. i keep thinking whether is there any things that can make me awake.. i am trying very hard to stop my eyes from closing...i keep sitting up straight but it didn't seems to be vey effective... in the end i decided to go to the washroom.. ..ya..i'm awake..haha..but during sunday school i still wanted to sleep so sleepy.. lucky jia jie mag gave us sweets..haha.. so i could keep myself awake awhile...after sunday school, serene and me went downstairs ..walk and walk and that serene disappear..i didn't even see goodbye to her..i just couldn't find her.. don't know where she go also! hmm.. after that i went out with my bro, korkor lester, that sotong who keep calling people "pig" and lyanna.. actually i dun feel like going becoz i am really tired.. but in the end i went becoz of lyanna..if i didn't go ,she will be the only girl..haha.. then my dad called my b

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hmm...today went to school for extra lessonS!.. hmm...actually everything is ok! until someone told me something that makes me very hurt... dun ask me what is it? just pray for me ba.. may be i should listen and change for the better..i really don't want to bother abt all this things.. but i can't becoz if continue like this,i will be hurt again.. oh..ya..jie if u are reading,faster come home and teach me what to do!

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