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201308262308Announcement

I had an announcement to make that I would not have supper with the family since tonight. As a matter of fact, I'd done it on the day they went to mainland and I wanted to carry it out contiunally. I don't know if it's a way of 'diet' because I didn't expect it to change anything. The major reason for me to do it is laziness. It's too trouble to prepare the third meal after doing it twice for a day. Besides, some report said supper is the only meal that we possibly don't need and could be left out. Well, I kind of agreed that theory of less carolies, so I decided putting it into practice from the first day of summer vacation. To my little surprise, I didn't feel hungry during the first night. It felt like I'd done it for a long time. However, I kept drinking water to prevent my stomach from emptiness. Moreover, I could make good use of the supper time to do more things. But the best of above all is my wraist is smaller than ever. I even need a

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201308241524Imprison

The decision is likely to be made since I was in my mother's womb. My parents give everything to me, good and bad, normal and abnormal, usual and unusual.

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201308232015Wrong

Dear God: I must confess that I'm totally wrong about the feeling I felt for him and feeling hurt right now. Although he open the secret room of my heart, I'm unable to be the one who open his. I got the message that he determined not changing his mind even though I'd known all about this long time ago. It's so depressing that I was wasting so much time and energy trying to figure out the thing that he didn't remember. And I'm disappointing because I thought I was led by the Holy Spirit but eventually misled to exhaustion that has consumed me up. However, I'm glad I've accomplished the mission that God assigned me. The right thing I should do for God's sake. Not only am I shutting the door that he opened but quitting doing things to draw his attention. I wish I could disappear from everyone's sight for a while. I need to be somewhere else to revive. God please restore me in your own way. I really need you at this moment. Your beloved child.

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201308102330Presumption

He gave me a cake, I felt desperate.

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201307302203接待日本聖徒訪台感言

7/21~7/25/2013有兩位日本弟兄來教會訪問。是什麼原因,讓這兩位素昧平生的弟兄飄洋過海來探訪這塊土地?又是什麼原因,使我們可以熱誠接待這兩位未曾謀面的訪客?答案是:在基督裡的愛。

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201307242157The second day

He called me asked if we should meet this morning. I said no. Then he said either I can go by bus or take his car. I chose the latter. I changed my mind because of this call.

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201307230418The first day

Micah put down a list and wanted me to think how to translate in Japanese before we hit the road. He jokingly said he's going to have a date. Tiffany suggested him to put on a suit if he dated with a pretty girl. I was standing there and listening silently and wondered why he started a joke like that. I got the car and sat by the right seat. This was the first time I was completely with him alone in a car. And I wasn't very pleased with it because it's not the I had hoped for. Especially I clumsily shut one of his fingers when he tried to open the locked door of the car. I showed my deep apology to him and said I owed him once. He said he would do an exam to see if the bones were crushed. The he's talking in English with brother Hayashi whereas I in Japanese with brother Abe.

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201307201414The laptop

Around 7:30, he came to make sure there's no class today so that he could take his laptop away. After a short while, through the window, I saw he going with his hand waving. A minute or so, he came back and told me the laptop was gone. I left the drum seat at once and went to the place where the thing used to be put but found none. I asked when he had used it last time? It's like lightening striking on his head. He eventually remembered where he put the laptop and went to the hall to get it. I just watched him taking care of his thing and couldn't utter a word. It felt like he was a child and I was much older than he. He said I might go on playing the drums. I got up and drank a bottle of water. 'You are getting more practiced.' I remained silent. I didn't think he meant it or cared about it. Only God knew what I felt. He got what he wanted and left. Here I was, playing the drums alone for the rest of the hours.

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201307131117After Soulik

I had a dream of which he comes to me to hold my hands and slightly push me into a chair then hug me. He seems to know how I like him to do it to me. Afterward, he leads me into a room and hug me again. It's probably because I got his message last night. It's easy to ask a hug from him but I don't want that kind that he shows his generosity to everyone. I want the kind that he truly loves me. Which probably the last thing he'll do in the world. I was overslept not because this dream but because I forgot setting the alarm of iPhone. I hesitated for a short while and went to church without having breakfast. I was late for about half an hour but still did solid practices. The streets and the trees were ruined by strong winds, and the heavy rain I supposed. The Soulik died down after morning came. There's no wind or rain while I was coming home. Somehow at this

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