標籤 ： 愛上蕭╳舒之後，由於亂臣賊子及其嚴密掛勾的走狗們百般阻撓，我和蕭╳舒根本沒有接近的機會，要不然，我就不會寫那麼多信件給楊秀芳教授向她訴苦。許多惡質的宵小，一直造謠說我和蕭伊舒發生過性關係，那是一種惡意的毀謗。這一點還可以透過我於去年三月十一日寫給楊教授的信件內容得到證實，內容如下：
On the other hand, still loving her deeply, I hope that she will give me a chance to get closer to her if she is not so happy with her husband. I will ask her face-to-face if she could teach me how to kiss, as long as this request does not annoy her. Besides, I expect her to wait for me for six months by the Chinese Valentine’s Day (August 31, 七夕) if she feels that she will be considerably happier when she is with me than with her husband. I mean that I will make short-term promise, making all efforts to reach the point of balance that I am still looking for, so that I can get closer to her, win her heart, and be her lover by the time. Like me, she also has to make promise to me that she will make as many efforts as I do and that she has no other boyfriend except me. I am not to blame when I fail to fulfill this short-term promise by the crucial moment, if she does not give me enough support that I need. On that day she and I can decide if we will make another short-term promise for more efforts, but either of us has the right to refuse to. (dated on March 11, 2006)
在去年三月十一日這個時間點，我希望跟蕭╳舒約定彼此一起努力，俾能在半年後的七夕情人節達成目標，面對面溝通，如果雙方對彼此都有情意，則在當天正式成為戀人。
蕭╳舒經常三不五時地透過間接的管道勾引我，我被挑逗得慾火熊熊燃燒，所以，對牠產生強烈的性幻想，有這樣的反應，不是很合情理的事情嗎﹖卻又無法接近牠，只好把自己壓抑很久的性衝動寫成一首詩，放在「未寄」的信件匣之中，藉此做為抒發。那封「未寄」的信件，內容如下：
“Long Time No See!” How is everything? I am writing this love letter as keeping a diary to convey my feeling of love on you, but I will not directly send it to you, considering that to send it to you will probably get you into trouble or make you feel uncomfortable.
人家口口聲聲誣賴我、抹黑我，捏造說那是我的「日記」，要不然，就是捏造說那是一封「書信」，其中最不像話的，莫過於做偽證說看到我和蕭╳舒約會、甚至上賓館幽會的謠言。問題是，我的「未寄」信件根本從未寄出去，再者，裡面明明寫得十分清楚，那是一封「彷彿日記一般(as keeping a diary)」的情書，不就已經明顯證明那不是日記，而是一封抒發性衝動的「未寄」的情書嗎﹖
蕭╳舒三番兩次透過第三者傳話的方式，用不切實際的言辭勾引我，甚至問我要不要一夜情，這並不表示我已經點頭答應或者已經跟牠發生性關係，因為，我要的不是露水鴛鴦式的愛情，而是堅貞卓絕、始終不渝的真愛，在我和牠僅在公共場所見過一面、對牠幾乎一無所知的情況下，不可能跟牠有過肌膚之親。當時我不曉得蕭╳舒早已有了情人，否則，我根本不會對牠用情如此之深。因為我在隔天(去年三月十二日)得知蕭╳舒不但已經有了情人，而且牠們已經上床了。儘管如此，我至今仍然佩服自己的創意無限，能夠透過英詩創作把自己的性衝動描繪得如此神氣活現，但是，那首詩缺了一行，我永遠沒有機會完成它，缺的那一行就像我和蕭╳舒的戀情一樣，是永遠都無法彌補、永遠都不可能圓滿的缺憾，因為牠已經在我和牠即將正式成為戀人的前夕和別人上床了。從那時起，我就清楚明白地表示，我再也不可能跟蕭╳舒進一步發展戀情，因為我之前全心全意愛牠的感覺已經消失殆盡，而且一直到今天我始終不曾改變過這樣的態度。儻若有人聽到傳聞說我其間曾經回心轉意，想要再跟牠有所牽扯，那是奸佞小人惡意扭曲的不實傳聞，故意製造出來抹黑我、誣衊我、以便混淆視聽的假象罷了。還有，我甚麼時候叫蕭╳舒跟我「私奔」﹖根本就是血口噴人，一派胡言﹗這些任意造謠的壞胚子，直到現在依然死不認錯，卻一天到晚在那裡撥弄唇舌，分明是在危害社會，居然還用「我幫你」的文飾之詞來掩人耳目，你說牠們可惡不可惡﹖你聽說過這種一邊嚴重抹黑你、一邊說要「幫助你」的壞胚子可以「算是」朋友嗎﹖真是難以置信﹗那是牠們自己在瞎扯、鬼扯，我可沒答應過要把牠們當做朋友哦﹗
