it was busy of me to prepared to go abroad for relative document. hence, some opinions got from my mind such as quit my job. i don't know what  the best ways are good for me.

i can clearly know that to go abroad for advanced studies is hard to arrive. i spend a lot of time studying English .moreover,  it costs much money to study English.

however, i am so feared to tell my mother i am planning go to study abroad in Holland. this good question confuses me for long time