2008-11-06T19:51:38+08:00 http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/20592797 2008-11-06T19:51:38+08:00 2008-11-06T19:51:38+08:00 2008-11-06T19:51:38+08:00 <p>今天沒怎麼, 其實今天的心情很平凡, 有一點期待心, 就是期待明天今年最後大學考試. i have prepared well and hopefully, the exam will produce questions that i have the answers to or else i will be screwed. 從明天起就開始有自由, must start planning stuff, 但是失去了錢的安全感, 我爸爸真是的, 開始減少生活費, 那我用什麼呢? 這就是我最害怕的感覺, 就是失去了這個安全感. 我還是會像以前一樣快快樂樂的過日子嗎? 還是一直煩惱一直煩惱怎麼賺錢? this is one of the days ive been dreading for a very long time</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/20592797">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/19622926 2008-09-27T07:32:12+08:00 2008-09-27T07:32:12+08:00 2008-09-27T07:32:12+08:00 <p>在小學的時候, 被很多人欺負, 就不停著想為什麼? 但是昨天晚上我朋友在 facebook 上載我跟我小學的朋友在一起的照片就讓我想起.......some of the best memories of primary school were with them. The fact that&nbsp;I keep thinking that primary school was like one of the worst periods of my life made me forget that some of the best memories were shared with my closest friends those that did not bully me. 我知道被欺負就是對一個人來說很難忘的事情但是我從現在開始就要忘記, 被欺負的時候, 然後想起我跟我好朋友們, those ones that got me through primary school, 的回憶. After thinking about it, primary school wasn't bad after all.</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/19622926">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/19599315 2008-09-26T07:25:08+08:00 2008-09-26T07:25:08+08:00 2008-09-26T07:25:08+08:00 <p>昨天晚上, 我以前的校長打電話給我高說我好消息, 就是我能過去台灣唸書. 之前他說我不能去台灣唸書的時候, 因為位子已經滿了, 就有一種很傷心, 很害怕的感覺. because from the start of 2008, i planned that i was going to taiwan and when i didnt get in, all my plans were up in ruin. 現在知道年底能夠去台灣, i was happy, but there is this feeling you get when you really really want something and when you get it, there is a sign of relief but there is no joy and it seems like i dont even want it anymore, i still will go because ive wanted this for a long time. 但是感覺上我有一點害怕的感覺</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/19599315">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/19514182 2008-09-23T10:15:21+08:00 2008-09-23T10:15:21+08:00 2008-09-23T10:15:21+08:00 <p>好久沒回來寫日誌了......最近沒怎麼樣, 進不到台灣唸書, 對我來說特別失望. 因為這可能是我最後一年可以apply. 今天拿回來我的ob 作業, 成績還好, distinction. thought id get worse but didnt which was good</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/19514182">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18962776 2008-08-23T21:04:01+08:00 2008-08-23T21:04:01+08:00 2008-08-23T21:04:01+08:00 <p> 真的快做完了.....Ｉ　ｈａｄ　ｆｏｕｒ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｔｏ　ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅ　ａｎｄ　ｏｎｅ　ｈａｓ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅｄ　ｔｏｄａｙ，　ｔｈｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｉｓ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｖｅｒｇｅ　ｏｆ　ｂｅｉｎｇ　ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅｄ．　Ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｉｓ　Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｓｈｏｗ　ａ　ｂｉｇ　ｂｉｇ　ｓｉｇｈ　ｏｆ　ｒｅｌｉｅｆ　ａｓ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｍａｉｎ　ｏｎｅ　ｔｈａｔ　Ｉ ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｇｅｔ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ．　Ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈｉｓ，　ｔｈｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｔｗｏ　ｉｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｍｏｏｔｈ　ｓａｉｌｉｎｇ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｈｅｒｅ，　ｏｒ　ｍａｙｂｅ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｏｎｅ　ｉｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｅａｓｙ，　ｂｕｔ　ｙｅａ，　Ｉ　ｃａｎ’ｔ　ｗａｉｔ．真期待．　Ｏｎｅ　ｔｉｐ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｍｅ　ｉｓ　ｔｈａｔ　ＮＥＶＥＲ　ＷＯＲＫ　ＷＩＴＨ　ＦＯＢＳＩＮ　ＵＮＩ. Ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｔｈｅｎ　Ｃｉａｏ　^^</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18962776">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18921765 2008-08-22T09:36:36+08:00 2008-08-22T09:36:36+08:00 2008-08-22T09:36:36+08:00 只剩下一個禮拜, 一個禮拜all mid-semester tests, assignments are due, 那段時間過了就可以出去玩囉!!! 真期待, have to start living my 20's, ive got about 3 years left before most my friends are in the work force and then the fun would most likely be over. this period of my life is short, and i am going to try my best to just live it because when it is over i wont be regretting anything<a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18921765">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18838580 2008-08-18T15:26:00+08:00 2008-08-18T15:26:00+08:00 2008-08-18T15:26:00+08:00 怎麼為什麼越長大, 失去的人比較多,而且比較痛苦呢. 昨天晚上, 我最好的朋友告訴我她要回國, 六個月才會來, 但是這不確定. 我一聽就感覺到很傷心很傷心的樣子, 還有一個朋友, 年底就要回國就不回來了, i know that he will go back i will not think about that at the moment, 他們離開了, 那我怎麼辦, is that the end of our friendship? 我會一直不停的想念他們嗎? 永遠記得他們的存在嗎? 我真的很害怕很害怕有一天忘記他們的樣子, 或者他們會忘記我, 或許完全忘記我跟他們在一起的回憶, 而且在路上不認識我. 我是怕失去他們還是怕失去我跟他們的回憶? 這才會讓我害怕長大的原因.......<a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18838580">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18778750 2008-08-16T10:15:42+08:00 2008-08-16T10:15:42+08:00 2008-08-16T10:15:42+08:00 現在的心情有一點亂. 認識才幾個月而已但是不停的想著你, 還是不知道到底喜不喜歡你. 我喜歡上對象的時候有一種感覺, but with you it is not the same, 所以才混亂的嘛, 是不是好久沒有喜歡上對象了阿才忘了這種覺得是什麼樣的? omg i want to hurry and sort my feeling out with you so that i can get on with my life.<a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18778750">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18577243 2008-08-06T20:54:02+08:00 2008-08-06T20:54:02+08:00 2008-08-06T20:54:02+08:00 我覺得這一輩子很幸福因為能夠遇到現在有的朋友. 有時候覺得自己不快樂或者覺得全世界is against me, 一想起跟朋友在一起的瞬間就會覺得事情不是那麼複雜. you know at first i was bullied a lot, like during primary school and the first year of high school, 那時候就沒有那麼多朋友, but as high school progressed, i gained more friends and learnt a lot from those who bullied me. i learnt not to be clingy and not take everything to heart, 我覺得是我這樣想才會擁有了現在的幸福還有快樂. i think that everything happens for a reason, the reason why i went to that chinese school and met him, the reason i went to the the university, the reason i decided to go to that club that night and met all these people, 那是因為我跟他們有緣.<a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18577243">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18242232 2008-07-20T09:14:58+08:00 2008-07-20T09:14:58+08:00 2008-07-20T09:14:58+08:00 <p>for some reason i am not happy anymore, the joys of life has just passed me by and i have reached to a point where my life is going nowhere, i thought it would never be like this, i use to wake up and the first thing i would think of is, "my life is perfect, can it get any better than this?" i know it's an arrogant thing to say but back then everything was going right for me, there was not a worry in the world, i havent experienced that kind of feeling in a long time. the first thing would be uni, i failed 3 subjects and am in the risk of getting expelled if it happens again, what am i going to do if that happens?! id be the laughing stock of my friends and family, i have to get through uni, its like my ultimate hurdle right now, i thought getting through high school would be my only hurdle in life and uni would be a breeze so some people say, but its not, i guess it all depends on what course your doing to be a breeze. the only thing that i can relax about it music and wh</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18242232">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18196125 2008-07-17T18:31:44+08:00 2008-07-17T18:31:44+08:00 2008-07-17T18:31:44+08:00 現在都不知道該怎麼辦, 我現在的大學的results 考的不好, fail 了三門課, 現在的心情都有一點混亂, 20歲的生日也剛剛過, 一點都不快樂, 什麼時候才可以度過這段時間呢, 什麼時候才可以感覺到幸福還有快樂, 很多煩惱一直參著我, i really dont like growing up, as there are more things to worry about<a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18196125">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18162934 2008-07-15T20:00:13+08:00 2008-07-15T20:00:13+08:00 2008-07-15T20:00:13+08:00 <p>今天終於到 the day ive been dreading for a long long time. 今天就是我的20 歲生日. 這二十年來學了很多東西, 從十歲到現在, 學了最多, 交了很多朋友. 學了這不是我小時後認識的單純世界, 可以相信每個人. 這二十年來, 遇到了幸福也遇到了困難, 在小學還有中學被人家欺負, 但是made some pretty good friends with friendships that will last a lifetime into the next lifetime. made some really memorable moments that will stay with me forever. this period of my 20's, there are 3 things that will happy 1. i will graduate from uni, 2. my career will start, 3. i will get married. hopefully the third one will happen in this period of my life, dont want to get married too late. but nothing goes according to plan. as we grow older, there are more and more problems facing us everyday. i dont know how i get can over this hurdle that i currently face now which is uni, second year</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/18162934">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/17833015 2008-06-24T19:39:11+08:00 2008-06-24T19:39:11+08:00 2008-06-24T19:39:11+08:00 <p>yes, 沒錯, 我終於考完試了!!! 哪些辛苦的日子也完成了, only if i pass, or else next semester 要再讀! 或者被退學, 天吶, 想起來的時候就會害怕的要死. 今天我跟朋友去shopping and bask in on the mid-year sales. 什麼都沒買, 真煩, 然後我們去看 'sex and the city' . 我覺得還可以,&nbsp; a bit raunchy though hahaha , 但是裡面的衣服很漂亮!&nbsp; if only i can live like that....下輩子吧. 最近有一點煩惱, 就是我們以前的單純的年齡都到那裡去了阿?! 只剩下三個禮拜就二十歲了, 現在的生命越來越複雜了, 好多煩惱. with exams, friends, university, and your own identity, but i'll write that another day, "going through an identity crisis"</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/17833015">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/17444887 2008-06-02T09:39:58+08:00 2008-06-02T09:39:58+08:00 2008-06-02T09:39:58+08:00 <p>現在都不知道我有沒有能力去當一個小提琴老師, 在家拉琴的時候都拉的很好, 但是到小提琴老師家拉給她聽的時候, 全部都拉錯而且常常停. 上個禮拜到她家的時候, 她叫我拉 octaves, 然後不到拉完都頭暈了, 好想吐, 所以叫她聽課讓我先回家. 真的很不好意思但是沒辦法阿. 我今天可能要再練琴練到手還有背痛才能把它拉好, 今天好要複習, 大學考試快到了, 什麼都記不起來, 有什麼用呢, 怎麼過關. 好期待放假.....能跟朋友出去玩, 看電影 wanna watch the much anticipated "sex and the city" movie.</p><a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/17444887">(繼續閱讀)</a> http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/17395728 2008-05-30T10:45:40+08:00 2008-05-30T10:45:40+08:00 2008-05-30T10:45:40+08:00 唸大學真煩. 我以前還以為唸大學的時候會好好的過, 因為我想大學很容易而且很輕鬆嘛. little did i know, 大學真的好多作業. 還有兩個禮拜就開考試了, 有複習但是很快就忘了, 那我怎麼辦, 也很想過關.<a href="http://blog.xuite.net/jenjen88/blog/17395728">(繼續閱讀)</a>