for some reason i am not happy anymore, the joys of life has just passed me by and i have reached to a point where my life is going nowhere, i thought it would never be like this, i use to wake up and the first thing i would think of is, "my life is perfect, can it get any better than this?" i know it's an arrogant thing to say but back then everything was going right for me, there was not a worry in the world, i havent experienced that kind of feeling in a long time. the first thing would be uni, i failed 3 subjects and am in the risk of getting expelled if it happens again, what am i going to do if that happens?! id be the laughing stock of my friends and family, i have to get through uni, its like my ultimate hurdle right now, i thought getting through high school would be my only hurdle in life and uni would be a breeze so some people say, but its not, i guess it all depends on what course your doing to be a breeze. the only thing that i can relax about it music and when im with friends. i just cant do it anymore, when can i get over this period of life and start experiencing what i use to experience?